Victoria Lynn Thebeau - Online Memorial Website

why??? why does the family talk about u ( they know who they are) why r u gone? why couldnt u stay just a little longer?

i feel lyk i wanna b with u but i no right now its not possible i swear sometimes i feel lyk im gonna go crazy without u

mommy i miss u so much

i hate knowing that ur gone and each day it becomes more of a reality

i dnt wanna no ur gone...make me 4get

i miss grandma and aunt robin even though i dont really think about them alot and i dont really cry over trhem bcuz its different ur my mom

i hate thinkn bout u only cz it makes me so sad n i hate bein sad

mommy i dnt even no wht im doin with my life i dont even want 2 b in school anymore but then again i do as much as i say i dont care dat im failing because of attandance i really do it lyk kills me inside cz i feel lyk im letting u down \....i know if u were still here i wouldnt b acting the way i am now...i  miss u ..i need u n my life

why cnt u juss come back its not fair..y u?

as much as u sometimes got on my nerves i wish u were here 2 do dat

i feel like my life is always going to be incomplete witout u

mommy i miss u plz juss come back dats all i want is 4 u 2 come back

i no u dnt want me 2 cry  over u ..u would rather have a party instead but i just miss u so much

its not fair

really is this really the life im going to have..probably be a high school drop out grow ^ have kids get married n have ym own house n all that???but really i dont feel right with none of that wothout u there....i told u i wz going 2 live with u forever me n and u wz gonna b life u and grandma but now look

things happen 4 a reason whts ur reason 4 goin?

i hate that we live 2 die we dont really have any other purpose in life but 2 do just that.

i wish i could stop time n rewind it i would have treatd u different but i have no regrets but 2   1 is not layin wit u the night b4 u died n the toha 1 is not that important

mommy i love u and miss u hopefully we will c each other agin someday i love u

I don't understand how we have made it thru this long. It seems like yesterday we were on the phone laughing an joking around. We have all grown in the time u been gone. Heather is so didfferent now. She really has grown up. Sometimes I forget that she did loose u an I am hard on her. I dont mean to be that way. There is so many things I wanna say to u. It hurts so bad that u r not here with me. I would trade anything for u. Just to b able to talk to u, hear ur voice, or even see u just for a moment. I cant imagine a life without u, but here we r without u. U were the best person in all of lifes. I am really sorry I didnt call as much as I should have. I am sorry I didnt see you  as much as u would have liked me to. I guess things happen for a reason. Y u were taken from us I still dont know and I dont know if we will ever know. Only god knows. I look at the way people talk to there mothers and I think what I wouldnt give to have my mom back. I ahve so many memories, I just hope they never go away. I dont wanna ever forget u. Its seems like life just never get better. No matter what I do things always go bad. Thats how it was for u to but somehow u managed to get thru. I need ur strength and help to get thru my life right now. I didnt even realize heather felt the way she does about u cuz she holds it all in.  I dont know what I would do without her she is the best thing in my life right now. I would b lost without her. She is the best sister anyone could have. I dont tell ofter enough so help me with it. Sometimes I just get tired of all of it and then a thought of u and whta u had to go thru comes in an saves me. Cuz I know if u could make it as long as u did then I could make it. Please watch over me and my kids. We need it. I love u dont ever forget that. This song is truely your song!

i just want 2 say 2 the family that i love everyone and miss everyone and i wold love to talk to you all so her is the house number 443 406 7053 please call i miss u all

Wow its crazy isnt it? Watching me grow up without really being here. I never really thought you would be gone and im still not used to it. Yea i know i can't call you and talk t you but 2 me its still like your here waiting for me to come see you. Mommy tell aunt robin i said i love her and miss her and why did she have to go....why coulnt she wait? Tell grandma i dont think about her a lot but that doesnt mean i dont love her and miss her.

    Mommy i need u. Its not fair You got to see everyone grow up but me. Mommy please let aunt pam live longer i really want 2 see her b4 she passes....I know she dosnt have left to live i can tell it by the wa she talks. Mommy what am i going to do without u? I can tell u hw many times i just wantd to give up..like i juss dont want 2 deal with this pain i have inside because your not there. I wish i would have slept in the bed with you that night and i regret that i really do and im sorry i just thought that phone call was more important then you and it wasnt and im sorry 4 ever thinkn that. Im sorry 4 everything i did.. i know i wasnt the best kid and i made u sad n mad a lot bt im sorry and i hope you forgve me for that. 

I dont think anyone knew u as much as i did. Your favortie color was hunter green. your favorite game was yoshi's island but your most fav was tetris. You loves to eat lasagna but u also liked to make potato salad mac. salad baked beans all that stuff i wouldnt eat. And when diner time came u always made sure that if i didnt like what you made i would get what i wantd 2 eat. Yea i know u spoiled me and thats why i have an attitude but u knowwhat you were the best mom in the whole world and i wouldnt trade you for anyone else.

Sometimes i think y not someone elses mom but den i think i dont want someone going through all this pain and hurt like im going through.

mommy i miss u so much and i cant even put in to words all my feelings and emotions.

Aunt Robin i love u and miss u

Grandma i love you and miss u

Destinie I love you and miss u

great grandma brubaker i love you and miss u

grandma pat if ur gone i love u and miss u

soon to be aunt pam i love u

p.s mommy help aunt pam plz let her live i want 2 c her 1 last time

and mommy i need ur help 2 what i sould do about my situation and you already know what that is please come to me in a dream or nething

i love you n always will

lOVE ALWAYS YOUR BABY GIRL

    Heather

Frist of all My mommy&baby sister Vicky...                           God only knows how missed you was yesterday on Mothers Day! As I know the familey OF BOTH your babys Miss and love you with all there heart and soul. But you see we know God is with you. We need God and both of you to look after us. Happy Mothers Day Mommy& my Deareat baby sister Vicky :-(                P.S. Sis We are the sisters!!!!                                           love forever your loving sister&Daughter ...  Just me Pam....

Like I started to say on your candle, you and mom are going to have a visiter soon. mom will  love her being there with you all. I'm not sure exactly when but I'm going to be taking care of her until it's her time to go. So I love and miss you very much. I think about you everyday. Hey save some fun for me for when it's my time ok?  lol  See you in Heaven someday my bestest friend and sister.

*Victoria Theabeu...my aunt....if it wasn’t 4 her i would b dead right now. She meant the world 2 me....she opened ma eye’s n showed me what was rite n what was wrong....I knew she was always going to b there 4 me...that’s y not a day goes by that I miss her...I wish she was still here 2 hear my problems win I need her the most....i have her in my heart and that’s all that matters...i know she is watching over me from heaven...i may not always make the rite choice’s in life but i learn from my mistakes....that’s 1 thing she taught me. She always made me smile even when she was in a bad mood. Although, she couldn’t always b there...i know she tried n i thank god everyday 4 bringing her in my life and keeping her there as long as he could. I jus wish she would cum back. If i could jus look into her eyes or hear her voice again my life would b complete! R.I.P. Aunt Vicky I do and always’ will love you.*

you will never know how much we miss you.  you were my best friend. ew had our share of difficulties but we were always there for one another.  your children meant and still me the world to me.  there are times when i just cry because i cannot call you and hear your voice.  destiny misses her aunt vicki so much. we were driving the other day and she just started to cry and i ask what was wrong and she said she misses her aunt vicki.  our thoughts and prayers are with each and everyone of you during these holidays and always.  believe me, we know the pain that comes at this time of year but i find comfort in knowing that vicki is in heaven with my mom and that they are watching over us. 

I know how hard it is around the holidays but more importantly, I know how hard it is to loose someone so i just wanted to let everyone know how much i love you guys and appreciate  everything everyone has done for me and thank you so much . But more impotantly and this is to all my cousins love your family no matter what they do to you no matter how much they never call or come around let them know you love them because they could be gone tommorow and youll regret everything so love everyone like your not gonna see them again so you can always remember the last time you talked or saw eachother was good and there was no fighting. Please just take my advice its hard but you never know whatthe plan for us is.

Here it is!  One of the first of meny holidays without MOM.  I am so sad I don't really want to do anything but cry.  We can't call her or visit her or even say "Hey Mom what are you making for Thanksgiving?"  I know it will be hard but if you need to talk I am here.  I love you all