Victoria Lynn Thebeau - Online Memorial Website

12 long years I still think of you so often. I try and help Jason as much as I can. I love you and miss you so much. I have no mom again as usual this is one of the reasons I miss you so much. You were always there to love me and that's really all I need. Rest easy auntie

This kills me coming to this website and not to you. So much has happened and is happening and I just wish you were here to tell me it'll all be ok. I wish u could just hold me until I fell asleep. A part of me died with you and as much as I search I'll never be able to fulfill that void you left. I love you forever and After.

Hey there,  just wanted to say "I miss you" and I will forever wish I had taken your phone calls the last year you were here with us. That will always be a huge regret.  Did you know you would soon be gone from this earth?  I hold so many memories of our craziness in my heart.  I read the memories of your kids and it really makes me cry and hurts my heart.  But at least they KNOW how much you loved them and they loved YOU as much right back.  Happy Birthday Vick.  Love ya, I know you know that.  Give my son a big ole hug from HIS momma.

Hey mom, its that time of year again and well, you know how that goes. Things have been so crazy yet so Amazing lately in my life i started having very serious heart problems may 15th and theyve gotten worse. I was supposed to have heart surgery thursday but the doctor realized it would actually make it worse so instead he put me on antiarrythmia heart medicine because my heart has irregular heart beats that can be potentially very harmful and fatal. So im on three different heart meds and well im just praying to GOD that they work. I got clean and sober in NOvember and have been ever since then youd be so proud of me. I got saved april 18th the day before my bday and God has shown me so many amazing things since then. I go to church 3 times a week as long as im not in the hospital. I love my church. Ive been forgiven by GOD for all the things ive done wrong all my sins and what not and now im trying to right all the wrongs that im capable of. Ive paid people back not just in money but other ways as well love affection showing them im a changed person because actions speak louder than words. Im a wonderful and proud mother of annalayzia and damien your newest grandson hes amazing you would love him hes growing so fast already. Im happily married we have our moments when i just wanna walk out and never look back but were in love and i dont know where id be without him and mommy you would love him he truly is amazing such a wonderful dad and an amazing person. He literally caters to my every need sometimes too much but he loves me and hes been taking care of me these last 2 years in every way a husband should. so overall im becoming a much much better person inside and out spiritually physically mentally overall just a better person. theres still a few things i need to work on and well spiritually ill always grow from thaat. Getting saved was the best thing that couldve ever happened to me, Mommy i hope you made it to heaven safe and sound and that your in Gods hands so that when he decides he needs me you can greet me at the pearly white gates. Please dont think because i dont write or talk to you all the time i dont love and miss you i do its just hard for me and then i get all sad and emotional and i dont want that i want to be happy and celebrate the life you lived not you dying. I love you and ill write again soon......... Love tiffy

today i think of you aunt vicki but nothing new i have thought of you everyday since you died even all these years later i can not go through these pictures and read our memories without litterally breaking down sobbing uncontrolably my heart hurts just the same as i saw your beautiful face had no more life and i knew that i would never see your smile or hear your voice again i hate it i miss you i want you to be here with us so bad. i wonder why and if, and can't help but to wonder if thier was something i couldve done i dont see any of the kids very much. i think of them often and wonder if you were alive if we would be any closer but i love them still and always will. i miss when we were kids so young no worries just carefree thats what made you so special aunt vicki younever grew up stayed the carefree child like spirit you always were.............. i cant imagine my childhood without you i remember my 16th birthday you came and tracked me down and you had a cake and all i couldnt believe it but you found me lol btw im not as hard headed as i used to be and me and my mom have a beautiful relationship that is still blossimg and im sure will continue to grow I KNOW that would make you proud of us both:) ive been married for just afew months under 5years and although we struggle as many marraiges do i love him with all my heart and he loves me too the kids are almost grown as a matter of fact i took kayla to get her temps TODAY god im getting old she failed her written test and i wanted to cry for her but she held strong and we decided she and i will study again and she will take the test again in a few weeks :) i have some much to say and geez i could go on for hours but then i stare at the screen and reality really hits that im just talking to the computer and it makes me sad my point is i love you and i havent forgoten anything about you nor will i ever///////////////I MISS YOU <3

remembering the first time we ever bought a real tree...suzette and destiny had came on the train from AZ. to move with us firat time destiny ever seen snow...it was only a few days till xmas and they wanted a real tree they never had a real tree and we never did either......u took us to this place but the guy was closed u banged on his door saying crazy silly things until he fibally came to outside to selll us a tree....then we had to strap the tree to ur small blue car and each of us sticking our habds out the window to hold it driving over the high level it was so cold destiny and i complained the whole time...when we finally got home the tree was too big !! somehow idk how u managed to cut the tree to make it fit..after we decorated it the dogs (rosco and coco our xmas presebts which u and suzette stole lol ) peed on the tree....one of the best memories...mommy i miss you so much i wish we could share many more memories i love u merry christmas

im more then greatful esp. given the situation that im in now but i have never missed u so much ....i want someone i can share mystories of u with share my memories with i dont talk about u to anyone and the one person i want to talk to u about i dont only bcz when i have tried before it wasnt the rightbtime i feel if i dont talk about u or share my memoroes i might forget i never want to forget u or anything i remember about u ...i want jayden to grow up and know everything about u how u made bad choices but u were perfect i miss u so mucj mommy im so envious of everyone who has their mom and family it hurts a lot to know another year without u and time will just continue to pass..

REMEMBERING THE HOLIDAYS WE CELEBRATED WITH YOU.
ITS BEEN SO HARD THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS BUT WE ALL MANAGED TO GET BY BUT I THINK THIS YEAR IS THE HARDEST FOR US ALL. THE THINGS IVE GONE THRU THIS PAST YEAR IS BY FAR THE WORST FOR ME . AND NOW THAT CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP ITS GETTING WORSE. ITS NEVER.... THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I MISS THE TIMES WE USED TO TALK U INTO OPENING UP A PRESENT EARLY ...WHEN U USED TO WRAP THE PRESENTS UP AND PUT THEM UNDER THE TREE TIFFANY AND I WOULD SNEAK AND TRY AND GUESS WHAT THEY WERE AND TRY TO UNWRAP THEM AND TAPE THEM BACK UP..I USED TO LOVE THE HOLIDAYS. THE FIRST YEAR WITOUT U WAS THE LAST YEAR I CELEBRATED CHRISTMA..I DIDNT CELEBRATE AGAIN UNTIL JAYDEN WAS 2 ...IVE CELEBRATED THE LAST YEAR WITH HIM BUT THIS YEAR I DONT EVEN WANT TO CELEBRATE ..I REALLY WISH U WERE HERE I JUST WANT U TO SHOW ME THE RIGHT PATH I WANT U HERE TO WAKE ME UP AT 5 AM JUST TO OPEN UP PRESENTS I WANT TO GO AND VISIT FAMILY WITH U I WANT TO WATCH U COOK DINNER AND ONLY EAT THE HAM AND POTATOS EVEN THOUGH U MAKE A MILLION THINGS MORE ....MOMMY I MISS U SO MUCH I WISH U WERE HERE ...I WISH I COULD OF SPENT ONE LAST HOLIDAY SEASON WITH YOU...

I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER TRULY HAPPY EVEN WHEN I SMILE AND I FEEL ITS BECAUSE IM MISSING YOU..I WISH I COULD OF SAID GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU

Vicki, Please I really need your help. Justus is being treated like she does not exist by her mom. She loved her so very much. Not only did Dawn divorce Jason but I feel in my heart she has divorced her daughter too. Since she has became involved with that man (she refuses to say if they are married) she has money now so she throws Justus some and thinks that is being a mother. She treats everyone like her employees and  it is hell for those who don't follow her rules. She quit nursing with that man urging her and telling her how rich he was going to make her. Please ask God to open Dawn's eyes back up. She has only one child and someday that kid is going to tell her to leave her alone, that she is too busy for her. She will be alone when she is old as   that man will just take another wife and throw her to the wayside. Help Jason to get all of his problems in line. He loves his daughter but has many problems to overcome. Our little Destanie would be 12. The anniversary of her passing over will soon be here. Please pray for all of our girls. Love, Carol

wow its really been a long time damn it seems like just yesterday you were here plannin on goin to the beach or bugging me on the phone lol just kidding wish you were here to bug me now well this is my last kid getting my tubes tied after this im so excited ill b able to do it right this time around...im doing really good dad n dar are making sure im well taken care of and stayin out of trouble and making sure i dont waste my time and money on people who dont deserve it. im starting school online on the 23rd so excited going for my teaching degree well mom i love you and ill ttyl