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Aunt Vicki I love you so much.  You were the greatest babysitter when I was little.  You always let me stay up late and would sneak my moms makeup out and let me play with it and then take the blame later when my mom and Aunt Pam would get back from going out.  And when I started developing early and was embarrassed you would always listen and then tell me that my big boobs would get me more guys when I got older.  And of course when I had Audri you showed up to my baby shower early so that you could give me one of your two gifts early and help my mom decorate. Boy was I suprised and embarrassed when I opened the first one  to find a black lace teddy and you told me that a mama has to feel sexy once in awhile.  The other was my first camera and I have been a camera happy person ever since.  Then when I came back home two years ago it was you who ran me to the hospital with every false alarm until Tristan finally decided to come.  You also gave me a shoulder to cry on in the middle of the night when my marriage was having problems.  It was your encouragement as well that helped me to decide to turn my photography hobby into my own business which is currently on going.  For all of these times I am grateful and the late night talks will be missed.  I will never forget you.

Mom, I miss you so much. I can't go one say without thinking of you. You only have one mom in life and now ours is gone. What are we supposed to do now.I want to be mad, but I can't because I know you are happy.I just wish I could hear your voice one last time.Just to say what are you doing. And for you to tell me call me back my soaps are on. I don't know what to do I miss you so much. It seems like it is never going to stop hurting. Just know I will always love you no matter what people say. I don't care about the bad stuff only good stuff. You will never be forgotten,never. It will never be the same without you. You had a big part in my life and I guess I never knew until now. Please just let me know you are there every now and then. I need something.

I remember when we went to TN. I had a blast it was once agian the 3 amigas me you and robin i bet you sitting there laughing cause thats all we did while we was there. Tia you was not only my aunt you was and still are my BEST FRIEND. I think about you all the time and all the fun we had i feel like i lost a part of my heart and i did cause u are my heart... I'm sorry for the times we fought over TT and her shit... But look we could never be mad at eachother cause we too much alike lol remember the night we went to bar behind OUR BAR ( Tony & Vicki's )  and we were waiting for my friend and he was late and i thought he wasnt comming so i was sad and that song by Dixie Chicks came on and you sad damn mija you can sing when you are sad welll the day we barried you i must have been singing real good cause i lost my bestfriend..... I LOVE U and realy MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!       Remember we will ALWAYS be the 3 Amiga's love always your Amiga/neice Connie xoxoxoxox

Mommy,

     Ill never forget the day you passed away my heart fell to the floor and for a moment I stopped breathing, the world stopped and I lost all hope and happiness. I hated the world and i screamed at god asking Why Now? We were just starting to get along and make up for all the years we faught. I just cant understand why? You were my backbone my everything. I remember you told me one day that even on your saddest day when no one could cheer you up id walk into your bedroom and say the right thing and everything would be better even if it was just for that moment. I remember when i was pregnant with Lysa you begged me to give her your middle name and after months of you beggin i finally gave in and ill never forget the look on your face when i finally said ok. I also wont forget on the way to the hospital to have lysa we held hands and cried the whole way listening to James Blunt "Beautiful" and you looked at me and said Beda Im glad I lived to see you have your kids. I have a lot of regrets when it comes to you but I know I cant change the past so now Im going to change the future and make you so proud of me. I called your house the other day the phone just rang and rang I was calling to ask you for a ciggaret when i realized you werent gonna answer I cried and I cried all night I lay in your bed hoping maybe youll come to me and tell me everything will be ok. As selfish as it sounds I wish sumone else would have taken your place. Theres so much I wanna say to you like I love you soo much. You meant more to me then you knew. I felt like I couldnt go on. Like I had no one. But it took you passing for me to realize what family really is. I never thought in a million years Aunt sue would do for me what shes doin shes kinda in a good way takin over for what you did for me.And it gives me a little hope that ill make it. As for Heather I worry about her every second  of everyday Because when i lost you i lost my baby sister too just when we were starting to get close. Then theres kelly I talk to her practically all day long I feel like I have to just to make sure shes ok. I know all you wanted was for us kids to just get along and its sad it took you passing for that to happen but i bet you happy now. Briannas been here for me too but then again she always has. When the kids got took she cried and it hurt me cuz i felt like i was dissapointing her but in a way i was dissapointing you too. It hurts so bad mom I just want you and my kids back.I just wish i could go back to that moment before you passed and I would tell you how much I love you and that everything you did for me i was greatfull you may have had your flaws but they made you who you were. You always told me that god only gives you what you can handle well i dont know what hes trying to do cuz without you i dont know what i can handle.Im proud to say that im like you in a lot of ways. Mom im worried about sum of the family and you know who im talking about  can you please look after them a little more. I wish you were here to guide me through life. But i know now that your watching from heaven and i feel blessed. Oh and Grandma Joan you better take care of my mommy untill I get up there. I know you will Im just makin sure. When i get up there i want you to scratch my back lol. Untill then Im going to be here on earth trying and struggling to do my best and make you proud. I love you so much mom. You can and will NEVER be forgotton you live on through our hearts so if theres ever a time when one of the family decides to flash sumone we know its just you coming out of us all. Love you mommy.

        Love for eternity you Daughter Tiffany Marie A.K.A Beda

I will never forget everyhing you did for all of kids.  You were such a great person.  I am going to miss all the gossip, talking about other people, and most of all your late night calls. You were the best mother anyone could have. I would tell people about you when I was younger and they would say I wish my mom was like that.I remember little vic and I always wanted to stay the night with eachother and you would say go in there and cry to Aunt Terrie so she will let you stay. It work!(most of the time)You were the best mom, grandma, and friend anyone could have. I remember when Pablo and I didn't have food and we could go over and shop at "Vicki's Kitchen".  That is what you would call it.  You were the only person who helped when we needed it. You are going to be very missed. I think we will all be ok until Thanksgiving, Christmas, your B-Day, and most of all Mothers Day. i don't know how we will make it through but somehow we will. Maybe just the thought of seeing you real soon. Because one day soon, but not too soon, you will be telling us once again how much you love us. Everytime you would say "Kelly, I love you so much don;t forget" I would be like "Mom, stop being so mushy" Now I wish I could hear it just one last time. I love you. Love always Kelly(Kelbel,keke,baby girl)

Aunt Vicky,

                          

                                Memories I have a lot of you  i will treasure them. From the time that you and mom went out and you two left me and kelly at my house and we thought that you guys was going to be out for a while so we desided that we wanted  to go and see our friend brandon even tho it was about 12:00am And about half way home we see head lights our hearts were beating so fast  and the head lights was moms car you and mom  beat me and kell all the way home but you know we didnt learn our lesson cause we  turned around and didnt the next night .

       Aunt Vicky i think of you everyday  i hope that you our happy your in peace now that is all you ever wanted is to be in peace  you got it now . You have no more worrys. I'll See you when i get there.                               

                                                                                  I love you Aunt Vicky,

                                                                                            Pammy

aunt vicki lets talk about memories!!!!!!!!

lets start with when i backed your new car into another car when i was 5 but of coarse you shouldnt have left me in the car but anyways remember uncle joe wanted to kill me lmao....i also remember when you saved me and freddy from that horrible place when our dad was hurting us i can never thank you enough for always rescuing us from him!i remeber all the nice stuff you bought for kk when she was born.and all the things you took me mandi,chad and freddy to do when we were babies i loved you so much aunt vicki i will never forget you even as the days turn into months and the months turn into years i promise i will always hold you in my heart.i understood u aunt vic i know you were a good person and for me thats good enough.please know that you are very missed by us and your always on my mind and forever in my heart.

                                                             love always your oldest niece  

                                                                         brianna marie charter         

                                        ps kayla robert and joanne miss and love you very much

 

Mom

I owe it all to you, for without you
there would be no me. The tears and heartaches, you spared Just for me.
The forgotten dreams, that were pushed aside, the words of a song that
got you through the day.

The mending and sewing with each stich you cry, only never
showing just, holding them inside. The gift's the thought's you so much
desired still there was me, you gave them to me.

You did without so I would not, and you still made it day by
day, I guess at times you lost your way, But Always you seem to find it
someway.

The lonely nights you cried, God help me before I stray, and in
the morning you always stayed, to be sure I'd find my way, alway's
remembering, someday you might hear, I love you mom, the very same way.

But at times it's hard , yet still I go on. Because you see
Mom, you gave me a start, that I'll always hold in my heart. And now
the time has come for you to live your dreams, and now I give you me.
It's my turn to start, I send you my love, It's always been there, Just
hiding in the dark, I too have lost my way, But through your love, I
found my way, that's why I.m telling you on this day!

I LOVE YOU MOM
It comes from my heart,
Thank-You for giving me a beautiful Start.

If I had my life to do over,

Id have chosen you to be my mom

once more.

Even if it meant losing you again.

It's worth all the tears in the world.

You were my sunshine when skies were grey.

I loved you and hounored you

You took all my tears away

I was happy to be with you

Proud to be mommys little girl

Sometimes we would argue,

But to me you meant the world

Your love was always pure

You treated me Special

Your time seemed all too short

And I feel so alone What can i take fom this?

My heart is completely crushed

But nothing loved is ever lost

And you mommy are loved sooo much.