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My sons birthday just passed on January 16th and it really made me think about Mom.  When I was little she always made my birthdays so special.  She would bring me cake and ice cream to school every year.  Most of the time I didn't know she was coming.  It really hit me that she was the best mom she could be when I seen myself taking cupcakes to my sons school for his birthday.  To see the surprised look on his face made me think that, Mom was a great Mom.  She did all she could for me and her other children.  We all had  a spot in her heart just like everyone she ever came in contact with.  It is really hard without her.  I hear people talking about there moms and I hate them because my mom is gone.  I miss her more and more wach day.  I thought if I keep myself busy I wont think about her or it will be like she is still in Ohio, that didn't last.  It made it even worse.  When I acually slowed down and thought about her it hit me all over again.  I don't think it will ever get better.  But the only thing I can do is keep her memory alive and cry if I need to cry. 

There's a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted her
but where God wanted her to be.

She was here but just a moment
like a nighttime shooting star.
And though she is in Heaven
she isn't very far.

She touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
We held her every minute
for the end we all knew.

So I send this special message
to the Heaven up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send her all my love.

Hey mommy we made it through the holidays i dont know how but we did. Thank you for watching over the kids for me there in a good foster home now. I really miss you. But im doin a little better. I cried all day christmas eve. I didnt really get too much for x mas n heather hurt my feelings rubbin it in that shes gotta dad to buy her all these things and i  dont have you so i can rub it in her face. Dad \ was never there before n now that he is heather acts like its ok that he missed 15 years. I wish you were here to cuss him out for me id feel a lot better n to ground heather for bein a brat lol. Well i love you just wanted to write you n tell you i miss you and michelle loves you too

from my mommy to her mommy at this time of year.... shows how much both are missed!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

 

In Loving Memory of
JOAN L. THEBEAU (my mommy)

 

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hello mommy, i know that your in heaven cause i can feel you watching down on me, but sometimes i wander was it supposed to be? i miss you dearly, but i`m sure you can see that clearly. i think you were much too young to go any where, and i blamed god, because i thought he didn`t care. your not being here is the hardest thing to deal with for the five of us, was when you went to see god on the heaven bus. we all cry and sometimes were all a mess, but we love you and god bless. all of your grandbaby`s are getting so big, some of them even have kids. well it`s about that time of year, snow falling, christmas comming, and your not here. we miss you mommy and love you so, i just can`t understand why it was your time to go? we`ll all be together again someday, and this i pray... LOVE MARIE, SUSAN, PAMELA, ROBERT, VICTORIA LYNN, GRANDKIDS, AND GREATGRANDKIDS AND ROBIN TOO.

YOUR BABY GIRL VICKI LYNN THEBEAU

hi mommy

 

wow what a month it has been for everyone, with the holyidays.

everyday i wish it was someone else and not you!

 

Justus talks about you all the time, how she misses you more than all of her pets that passed away.

 

it breaks my heart looking at her when she talks about you.

 

the other day i was picking her up from school and she said the van didnt look like yours anymore and i should change it back.

 

it hurts without you!

 

i really been missing you more and more.

 

xmas has come and gone, and you were not here.

my tears come and go, your not here.

my heart breaks, your still not here.

 

one day we will be together soon and then YOU WILL BE THERE!!!

 

love you so much

Jason Dawn Justus

Merry Christmas,

 

Now that you are gone its really hitting me because ur not here for Christmas and this was ur holiday as we all know u loved christmas and always made it the best no matter what. Ive tried to get through today but its hard i only cried for a little bit so so far im cool but in a couple hours it will be christmas day and im sooo sad i know i have family here but i dont have no brother no sisters no YOU n it hurts cuz no matter how much love the aunts and uncles give me I want my brother sisters n ur love n i dont have  that and its bothering me n i think thats why im always miserable cuz i dont have a parent cuz you know joe aint there for me n kelly heather n jason have a dad at least i dont even have that. You know he didnt even call me n tell me merry christmas and i doubt he will unless kelly reminds him and if thats the case i dont want the call. Dawn n heather n jason didnt even call to tell me merry christmas eve or merry christmas either. I went to aunt pams today but i left early i wasnt really wanting to be around a lot of peopl. well mommy i love you and im missing you more now than ever MERRY CHRISTMAS

Hey mommy as youve been watching from heaven im doin really good in life. It sucks that after you die i start to get my life straight and i owe most of that to aunt sue. But she has a saying that if you do good you get good well obviously i aint doin good enough cuz i didnt get the kids back the other day and theyre goin into another foster home. While everyone has been out either shopping for their mom or even arguing with them im thinkin about how i wish you were here to lysas first christmas and watch them open up their presents . I wish you were here everytime i argue with someone so i could tell you how much i cant stand the person at that time lol which was a lot. I wish you were here to help heather not be like me i wish you were here for christmas everyones going to aunt pams and they want me to go but i just cant i cant see everyone therer with their moms and theyre kids and i have neither so im gonna stay in bed and think about you all day well i love you mommy and i miss you a lot ill write more later.MERRY CHRISTMAS MOMMY

I want to call you all the time and then I realize that I can't. I've lost the best part of my life, my family my friendship. Sometimes I look at the picture frame you made for me with our picture in it and the saying Best Friends For Life, and I just start to cry my butt off. Your the one I could always turn to and tell my deepest thoughts or secrets. But now I don't have that option anymore. You were the only one I could be like that with. I'll never forget you and I'll never replace you because there is no one else like you in this world. Tell Mom I said Hi and I love and misss her too. Vicki you were the only family I ever had that understood me. I feel so lost without you. But as you would always tell me stop your crying and get over it. It aint nothing but a thang! I'll be looking forward for the day when we will meet again. until then I'll try to do my best without you. I know your finally at peace from this cruel world we live in and at least that gives me comfort. Bye Sis      

                                           A Tear

 what is a tear?A tear is a drop of water that runs down my cheek everytime i think of you.what is a tear? A tear is a drop of hope that u found your way through the skies so blue. what it a tear? A tear is a drop of knowledge that god opened the pearly gates for u! i love u aunt vicki and misss u so much so i worte this poem just for u                                    your loving nephew Vic Damone

HAPPY THANKSGIVING MOMMY, I just got done eating and i thought i could make it through the day but i can its soooo hard i just wanna call youand be with you i feel alone even though im surrounded by all this family. I miss you soo much, its not fair everyone has a mom but me i cant call you and i cant see you i cant even argue with you and i would give anything to have you back even for a second even if its to fight just to see you once more. Mommy i love you and i hope you can give me the strength through the next couple months im gonna need it.