Mommy,
The whole familys falling apart. Everyones miserable no one can get along all we do is fight. I feel like I have no one to run to. No one to protect me n keep me from all this chaos. I feel like were not even gonna be able to get along for thanksgiving. Which really sucks because i have no one to spend it with if im not with family. I just wish you were here one more moment even if we spent that moment arguing it would be better than nothing. I miss you and it hurts that everyone else has a mom n i dont hell i dont even have a dad. All i got is aunt sue but when it comes down to it in the long run i know shell pick her kids over me which i expect because shes there mom but in the end im gonna have no one but my kids and right now i dont even have that. I love you mommy
God took you away, it doesn't seem fair but in the back of my mind and in my heart, you'll always be there.
I miss you so much but it's not like your gone, It seems like your somewhere spending the night and tomorrow you'll be home.
I wish that I could turn back the hands of time and get one last chance to tell you goodbye. You left so quickly and in a hurry you did go and to this day, the reason for that, I still don't know.
What was the reason for you to leave? I wish I did know, that probably would of made it easier for me to let you go.
When were younger, we didn't always get along but as we got older, our relationship grw strong.
Even though it hurts that your gone, I know your in heaven shining on. That's why I ask you to promise me, A spot somewhere next to you, for when it's my time to leave.
Hey mom I havent written in a while I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and I dont think i can do this alone I think that every step forward i tek i end up takin a step back. I wish i was with you cuz then everything would be ok . Because whenever I was in trouble you were always there to rescue me and now whos here no one i have nothing and no one sometimes i dont know why im here i dont have you and my kids are gone and im all alone. WHY WHY WHY cant i just be with you and be happy?
hey aunt Vikki just wanted to say hi and i love u and miss u sooooo much i drive by the first bar i ever been into and yes it was wit u and all i can think is DAMN why they take u away from us??? I think every day of how much we had fun 2gether u wasnt just my aunt u was my AMIGA and u know wat u will always me my AMIGA no matter how far u r love u .............i pray for u and ur daughter Tiff cause she needs u more then any of ur kids do if it wasnt for ur sister sue she would have nothing love ya
Dont grieve for me, for now im free,
Im following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard him call,
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love , to work or play
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found that place at the close of the day.
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss
Ah yes these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tommorow
My lifes been full I SAVORED much
Good friends good times a loved ones touch
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Dont lengthen it now with undue grief
Lift up your heart and share with me
God wanted me now, He has set me free.
Mommy
I miss you so much. Everything in my life is going wrong it seems like its all happening at once and i have no one to run to. Your not here for me to cry on your shoulder and its hurting so bad feel as if i have no one. I am sooo lonely. You know as well as i do half of this stuff wouldnt be happening if you were here. You know people say so many things and it doesnt even matter because you are my mom and i love you unconditionally. And I used to be afraid to die now i am just happy that when i pass you will be there with open arms welcoming me to heaven. Mom i miss you sumtimes i feel like i cant go on without you but i realize you right here with me so that even when i fell down and out your right here taking every step i take with me. Mom the familys fallin apart worse now then before. It seems like evryone wants to go their own way. When really we should all be together. But its ok because someday we will all be together in heaven and there you cant run from family lol. Mom i hope your waqtching over us and im trying my hardest to make you proud but every step i take forward it feels like sumone will do sumthing and i have to take five steps back i just wish you were here to make everything better like you always did. It hurts so bad that i cant call you and tell you about my problems and i have no one i can tell. You always knew what to say now i have to go through life without you and its a real big struggle doing it with no one by my side because yes certain people are helping me but that wont last forever like your helping me did i only have one mom and now your gone and i only have one dad but he doesnt help me only lectures me and all i want is help. People seem to think i can do it on my own but i need help to start. I cant expect people to just drop what their doing to help because they have a life too and just because mine stopped when you died doesnt mean theirs did. Well mom i gotta go but i love you and im thinking of you always. Love always,
You daughter Tiffany A.K.A TiTi
ahhh the things that go thorugh my head evey day now that your gone.
gone..... wow its like getting hit with a brick when i think about it, i always sit here and think that your still here going to call me and ask about the computer!!
mom, people in life are weak.... you made us stronger with the way we lived life.
its sooo hard missing you. if i could i would take alot back and be there more often and not so short on the phone!!
but we cant go back in time (as much as Justus thinks we can if we get the parts froma junk yard!)
mom, she misses you sooo much, we all do!
i would pay for a phone call just you saying you wanted to tell me you loved me, i miss that alot!
i drove by your house..... yeah not the best idea right now!
i have my days where i do pretty good and my days where i break down.
i wish i was breaking down over something else and could call you.
well mom please take care of my baby up there with you now, and keep an eye out for all of us... god knows this family needs it!
i love you mom and always will , but this i KNOW you knew.
love,
Jason (your only son and oldest child~~~~~ JAYBUG
Aunt Vickie when I saw this poem in my email I thought of you.
It is titled If Tomorrow Starts Without Me author unknown
If tomorrow starts without me and I am not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you!
And each time that you think of me,
I know you will miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand;
She said my place was ready, in heaven far above
And that I'd have to leave behind all those I'd really love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die;
I had so much to live for, so much yet left to do,
It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterday's, the good ones and the bad;
I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile;
I'd say good bye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me;
When I thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven's Gates, I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me, from his great golden throne.
He said "This is eternity and all I've promised you.
Today your life on earth is past but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow but today will always last;
And since each day is the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithfull, so trusting and so true;
Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven and now at last your free;
So won't you come and take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For everytime you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.
